Design a site like this with WordPress.com
Get started

Broken – My Tinder Find

I picked up my phone and downloaded Tinder. My heart was racing and I felt like I was betraying my marriage. But I said how could I betray someone I have no romantic relationship with.


Broken is a story that is best read Chronologically to start from the beginning – Prologue

I picked up my phone and downloaded Tinder. My heart was racing and I felt like I was betraying my marriage. But I said how could I betray someone I have no romantic relationship with. You couldn’t betray a family member by looking for a romantic connection. That’s how I talked myself through it.

The app was installed. I already ran into roadblocks… How do I even create a profile? I can’t put my pictures on it. So I grabbed a stock photo of a blank background. I put my initial, my age, and something that said “Married in loveless marriage, looking for chemistry and connection.” I wanted to be honest as strange as that sounds. My desire was to find out if someone could be attracted to me for who I was and see how it would develop from there.

I didn’t swipe much. I did only on profiles that I thought could be women doing the same thing. No pictures or disguised pictures of something else. I tried to be careful… I only did this at work. My thought was distance is good. If I ever meet someone it would be someone I didn’t know.

Barely any matches were made until one day I matched. A similar profile, except it had a picture of her shoulder and a landscape. We had a few quick flirty moments and exchanged kik accounts. It didn’t take long of her to ask for a picture. I had some ready to go as I knew this was going to happen eventually. I sent them as I held my breath. I was exposing myself to this person I didn’t know.

That’s when she said something that made me nearly throw up and my heart explode at the same time… “I think I know who you are” You are from “This place”. Holy Shit! She is right. I tried to deny it but she laughed. And I thought she has me. Great I haven’t even so much as had a conversation and I am busted. How terrible am I at this?

She tried to comfort me by saying don’t worry your secret is safe with me. I told her repeatedly thank you. She even gave me the “I am doing the same thing, so no judgement” line to make me feel better. I asked her if she would tell me who she was and she laughed. So that’s great I will walk around all wondering if anyone in my immediate orbit knew. It was also a Friday and we kind of started to say goodbyes so the entire weekend to think about it. No distractions from work.

I managed the weekend but with definite anxiety over what I had done and who might know. Monday morning I decided to reach out to my new match and tell her that I was grateful for the way she handled it and that I appreciated her discretion. And that is when things got interesting…

Author: Matt

Hi, I’m Matt. Just your average uneventful guy. Going through something I couldn’t possible ever thought possible.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

HG Tudor - Knowing The Narcissist - The World's No.1 Resource About Narcissism

Know everything about narcissists from the world's no.1 source. A narcissist himself.

The Hot Goddess

Reimagining Midlife. Change Your Life to an Authentic Life Over 50

Onward & Upward

A blog about life, about moments that we all go through in life, but find away through.

Jaycee Dean

Power in words

The Quiet Storm

Buyer beware it's never all rated PG!!!!

Praying for Eyebrowz

Doing the best I can with what I have

Corrupting Mrs Jones

Often unfiltered thoughts.

Mitch Teemley

The Power of Story

A Season in my life

Surviving midlife with grace and dignity. And a little humor.

Hearts and Minds

Why choose.. lets go with both

My Journey by Grace

God giving me to share time & space

Almost Iowa

Where irrationality trumps reason

Chocolate Cocaine

Eroticism, Intimacy, Sex, Erotic Poetry, Erotic, Writer, Author, Spoken Word, Erotic Spoken Word, Erotic Artist, Sensuality, Erotic Artists Unite, Karma Eve, Chocolate Cocaine

Writer of Words etc

Words, mostly

Olivia

...the journey continues

In Between Days

The musings of a 40 something who is still waiting on her happy ending and hoping he shows up a little disheveled and road-weary.

Wandering Explorer Travel

Thoughts & Memories of a Traveler at Heart

slave shae

My Submissive Journey in a Life of D/s Slavery

Raise Your Feathers

Your Mind, Your Story and You

Be Inspired..!!

Listen to your inner self..it has all the answers..

Hopelessly Hopeless

Romance isn’t dead. It’s just overrated.

an inferior slut

18+ only | nsfw

Olivia Lucie Blake

Musings of a Millennial. Life, The World and Everything In Between.

Lillith Avir

D/s... mostly

%d bloggers like this: