Broken – Fallout and Anxiety

He knows! The drive home gave me a sickening feeling. Wasn’t it only a matter of time before all this blows up and we become the scandal of the town? What did I just do?

Broken is a story that is best read Chronologically to start from the beginning – Prologue

He knows! The drive home gave me a sickening feeling. Wasn’t it only a matter of time before all this blows up and we become the scandal of the town? What did I just do? I fell in love with someone and we are going to ruin two families over it.

Haley sent me a few text messages saying he didn’t know it was me and she was dealing with him. I was never sure how this wasn’t the immediate end of her marriage. I wasn’t quite fascinated with the psychology of it at the time but I have become over time. And there was alot going on there. More to come on that later.

Right then I had to prepare for what was coming next. I was just a few days away from vacation and this could be blowing up at any time. It was unbelievable how the lunch of my life became the drop off of my nightmares.

I continued to check in with her to see if she was ok. I was so concerned about her. Surprisingly to me she wasn’t in as greater despair as I thought. I felt bad. But wondered how this happened. In the coming days we found out he placed a gps enabled ipad in the back of her SUV. He had seen where she had been going and found one of our meeting spots.

Being an empath I felt for her, what she must have been going through. I never had so many mixed emotions in my life. I was filled with sadness for her. It must be tough to be caught like that. His anger towards her must be unbearable. But also would I lose her, would this affect my family. So many thoughts running around and I had so much anxious energy but I went home and packed a go-bag just in case this came to the doorstep. I know my situation would unfold differently than her’s was.

I sat in my chair and watched the window for 2 days… waiting…

Author: Matt

Hi, I’m Matt. Just your average uneventful guy. Dedicated Dad, emapth, and nurturer. Going through something I couldn’t possible ever thought possible. My story is called Broken. About an affair at the end of a long marriage and how ultimately I experienced the worst heartbreak of my life. It's honest, raw, and a little bit entertaining. I hope to share my story so people can learn while being therapeutic for myself.

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