Broken – Hailey and Me

I am taking a spot in the middle to describe Hailey and myself. It is important to get an understanding of these two people and how they came together. We make no sense in any way. I am understated and she is overstated. She can be down to earth and I can be sophisticated.

Broken is a story that is best read Chronologically to start from the beginning – Prologue

I am taking a spot in the middle to describe Hailey and myself. It is important to get an understanding of these two people and how they came together. We make no sense in any way. I am understated and she is overstated. She can be down to earth and I can be sophisticated. But you might think the opposite by looking at us.

Her sex light is always turned on. Mine is reserved for only the ones I want to see. She has always had the attention of men. I was a late bloomer. In high school I was nerdy but a little bit sporty. I had double rimmed glasses and a bowl haircut. Until the summer of my junior year. I shaved my head and started wearing contacts. I didn’t know what to do with the attention. To this day that nerdy overgrown kid is still inside. Although I was tough and didn’t take shit from anyone.

I am 5′ 11 with broad shoulders like a linebacker steely blue eyes and dirty blonde hair. My shoulders give me more presence than one might expect. I have a boy next door baby face with a square jaw. I have been called handsome quite a bit in my life just enough to believe I am to some. I am quietly confident in my ability to be who I was. Didn’t care about what anyone thought of me. If you liked me great if not I don’t give a fuck. I am also as kind and as sweet as anyone. I am an empath and a lover.

Hailey is 5′ 4 petite, curvy, a little athletic. Blonde hair with green eyes. She is beautiful, cute and sexy. Her aura is sexy. Think “Shook Me All Night Long” by AC/DC. She knows how to carry herself and is always put together. While I have a quiet confidence she is more faux confidence. There is an underlying insecurity. She cares what people think and wants to be noticed and impressive. But she can be sweet and fiesty in a good and not so great way. She is loving but has a hard side as well. She can push buttons and know’s how too.

She is instantly noticed in a room. I am not until I start to speak. Then I command attention. I articulate accurately and am more impressive the closer you get to me. Hailey is funny and light and most people like her. She brings you in. I am funny but in a witty way. I can’t just be funny on my own I need dialogue. Haley is a noticeable spirit. She will make you feel like a million dollars.

So how do these two kind of opposing forces come together. We make each other laugh. We melt each other with our words. We know each others sighs, breaths, tone, eye rolls, even through text. Very rarely do we have to clarify except when arguing. But everyone needs to do that. We fit together like a glove physically and balance each other out with our personalities. The amount of times we laugh so hard or we tease each other were too many times to count and fantastic. We also drive each other crazy. But in a good way. She is messy and chaotic, and when it’s not serious things, I find it cute and endearing. I am militant like with my principles and she rolls her eyes at me but still loves me when she does it.

I really felt like we were star-crossed lovers. Something that was meant to be but always had obstacles. I have never had the kind of chemistry we had. We were friends and support. All the while being in love and also having great sex and a deep connection. It truly was something else. We missed each other no matter how short the time away was.

I can always smell her even when she is not around. I have never loved a woman more than I loved her.

Author: Matt

Hi, I’m Matt. Just your average uneventful guy. Dedicated Dad, emapth, and nurturer. Going through something I couldn’t possible ever thought possible. My story is called Broken. About an affair at the end of a long marriage and how ultimately I experienced the worst heartbreak of my life. It's honest, raw, and a little bit entertaining. I hope to share my story so people can learn while being therapeutic for myself.

5 thoughts on “Broken – Hailey and Me”

    1. Thank you Nora!! I do plan to give context along the way and I thought this was also a good opportunity to introduce more. I also am going to try and get into the “why” and “how” this all happened. There is quite a bit of psychology I discovered along the way. But at that particular point in the story I hadn’t discovered it. So I am trying to bring the audience along with moments I noticed things and when, then finally ultimate discovery.

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      1. And you are doing so beautifully. As someone who has lived this experience, I am finding that reading your perspective is providing much insight. I greatly appreciate your willingness to put this all out there and share your story with your readers. Your writing is on point, authentic, and masterfully leads the reader down your intended path. From one writer to another, well done!

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