Broken – That Didn’t Last Long

We last about 8 days with a message or two in there but minimal. Then it broke back into talking again. We would keep it quieter than last time or she would try. We couldn’t help it we just wanted to be together. We were keeping each other going in life.

Broken is a story that is best read Chronologically to start from the beginning – Prologue

We last about 8 days with a message or two in there but minimal dialogue. Then suddenly it broke back into talking again. We just couldn’t stay away from each other. We would keep it quieter than last time or she would try. We couldn’t help it we just wanted to be together. We were keeping each other going in life.

We would sneak in visits as often as we could. Then it was her birthday and she was going away with him. And it was a romantic getaway and it made my stomach turn. I never asked about James and her sex life. She had given me insight before, but I didn’t want to know about it anymore. It hurt too much.

Before she left we met one last time. I had bought something for her. I had talked to her early on about a D/s relationship. And it was intriguing we did some of that at times. Like the time I put her in a handcuff knot and fucked her everywhere in the hotel room. But we never lived the lifestyle. There is something in me that is naturally dominant. I have been told by a few women that it is like Jekyll and Hyde. I am as sweet as can be but very fiery. I have a look that can go right up to the edge of scare, but in a good way.

In a really progressed D/s relationships there is something a dom gives to a sub. It is called a collar. And this can be anything like an actual collar but most times it is something more socially acceptable. I have read alot about it and it is usually a ceremony as well. I always loved this idea of a commitment of 2 people 2 souls coming together like this in an intimate way. Unlike a wedding day it’s far more intense and intentional. I knew we wouldn’t be having a ceremony but I decided I would give her a circle pendant (shape of a collar) as a symbol of our bound and commitment to each other in that spirit. She loved it. It was nothing special in terms of aesthetics but it always means something to me and I hope her. And I think it does.

She would wear it a lot as a symbol and as a gesture to me. This was what was best about Hailey. She will remember meaningful details of our relationship. And when she does I know how much I mean to her. It’s a good reminder, because of the amount of times she had put us in jeopardy. With our relationship and the ones around us.

I told her I love her and I hated that she was going. But also told her to have a good time as much as she could. It would be 4 days of me swallowing hard…

Author: Matt

Hi, I’m Matt. Just your average uneventful guy. Dedicated Dad, emapth, and nurturer. Going through something I couldn’t possible ever thought possible. My story is called Broken. About an affair at the end of a long marriage and how ultimately I experienced the worst heartbreak of my life. It's honest, raw, and a little bit entertaining. I hope to share my story so people can learn while being therapeutic for myself.

5 thoughts on “Broken – That Didn’t Last Long”

    1. My pleasure! I am glad you are enjoying. It will pop up here and there. It wasn’t necessarily a central component to our story because it was channeled in a very organic way vs. something we lived. There is a particularly juicy one in the not-to-distant future I think you will like.

      Saying that though… that symbol though is a very important part of our journey.

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