Broken – Things Move Fast

Hailey seems like really good person but calling her impulsive would be an understatement. At this point I didn’t know but would later think that she is clinically self absorbed or worse. James is a narcissist and this created possibly the most volatile combination in a marriage I have ever seen.


Broken is a story that is best read Chronologically to start from the beginning – Prologue

Hailey seems like really good person but calling her impulsive would be an understatement. At this point I didn’t know but would later think that she is clinically self absorbed or worse. James is a narcissist and this created possibly the most volatile combination in a marriage I have ever seen.

She lives in her emotions and needs lots of attention and he has no empathy and is incapable of maintaining any relationship that isn’t focused on him. I started to realize that both of them think only life is happening to them.

The chaos they lived in was exhausting for her. It was even exhausting for me as ancillary as I might be. I would be dragged into all their fights and she would tell me. Then I would brace for more drive by’s and a potential disclosure to my wife. He would either wear her down or she would antagonize him with details of my life and her affection for me. She would tell him how cute I was or tell him what my home life was like. I didn’t like this at all. It would stress me out. I didn’t want to be the cause of their issues.

But it blew up in January and she told him she wanted out. And that broke any silence as it only lasted a week. So another up and down roller coaster ride. I went from despair of losing her, to having her back, to being anxious and stressed again that I was being pulled back in. The conversations they would have would talk about me and my life as if I were some inanimate object without feelings or impact on my life or the people around me.

Through all this we would steal moments. Sex in the car or wherever we could. Despite all the turmoil I was still crazy in love with her. She really was such a dynamic influence in my life. It was easy to overlook the chaos that came with it. She lifted me up. She filled me up. Her words of affirmation and physical touch I craved. I wanted as much as I could get.

Author: Matt

Hi, I’m Matt. Just your average uneventful guy. Dedicated Dad, emapth, and nurturer. Going through something I couldn’t possible ever thought possible. My story is called Broken. About an affair at the end of a long marriage and how ultimately I experienced the worst heartbreak of my life. It's honest, raw, and a little bit entertaining. I hope to share my story so people can learn while being therapeutic for myself.

6 thoughts on “Broken – Things Move Fast”

    1. Yes it is like a high from a drug. I hate drama but you feel the effects of the highs and lows after removing yourself from it. There is quite a bit more than my initial “diagnosis” to come. Always love your feedback Nora.

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