Broken – One Year In

It seems impossible but it was about 1 year into my relationship with Hailey, and almost 6 months since James found out. How were we doing this? How are we still able to see each other and be with each other and block out the flaming world around us.


Broken is a story that is best read Chronologically to start from the beginning – Prologue

It seems impossible but it was about 1 year into my relationship with Hailey, and almost 6 months since James found out. How were we doing this? How are we still able to see each other and be with each other and block out the flaming world around us. Seems impossible.

There were fewer hotel stays just here and there, we were meeting more frequently but less durations of time. Lots of impromptu I have 45 minutes let’s meet now. We would create as many of these spaces as we could. Especially during the day.

I still loved to kiss her, touch her body, it was all still such new feeling even though we had hit this milestone. Lots of car sex was being had. We had one meeting spot in a parking garage. She would climb in the back of my car over the seats and I would get in the back seat the old fashioned way.

She would immediately climb on my lap and we would start kissing, I would look her deep in her eyes and it felt like her soul. This was so intense… my hands would roam around her body over her delicious curves. I would expose her breasts so i could kiss, lick and nibble her perfect nipples. I would grab her bubble butt and squeeze it like it was mine. We would build this up and to an ignition point where we couldn’t stand to be so far apart even though she was in my lap. I needed, she needed for me to be inside her.

That moment was so easy for us. Hardly ever awkward. It was like I was made to just slide into her. And I would and did so frequently. She would ride me but I would also grab her and fuck her sometimes and lay her down. Missionary was good with us I loved the feeling of her body underneath me. I would go slow and deep or take her to pound town whatever the moment called for whatever the look in her eyes… I couldn’t wait to give it to her.

That 45 minutes came fast and sometimes I had to as well just to squeeze it in. I would always cum inside her and it felt good. I would send her away filled with me. It was sexy and the thought of it made me feel amazing she was carrying something from me inside her all day. She would always make funny or sexy quip about how I was running down her leg. How long would it feel this way?

Author: Matt

Hi, I’m Matt. Just your average uneventful guy. Dedicated Dad, emapth, and nurturer. Going through something I couldn’t possible ever thought possible. My story is called Broken. About an affair at the end of a long marriage and how ultimately I experienced the worst heartbreak of my life. It's honest, raw, and a little bit entertaining. I hope to share my story so people can learn while being therapeutic for myself.

8 thoughts on “Broken – One Year In”

  1. WOW! I had no idea from reading this that the span of a year had passed. I know that the focus of your story is you and Hailey…but I am curious, how were things at home? In all this time, your wife never wondered what was going on? I only ask because, as I’ve shared, my husband and I went through something similar, but he’s told me that I started asking questions within two weeks of it starting (noticing the changes in him, mood swings, etc.). If this is too personal, or something you don’t want to share, I completely understand.

    You are doing a beautiful job of sharing this experience from your point of view! I hope you’ll continue to lead your readers down this path…

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    1. Hi Nora! I was always engaged at home we never really had an intimate or romantic dynamic so things on that level weren’t easily detectable. If we did have any semblance of one I am sure I would have received questions fairly early. I did get some but nothing anywhere near where I should. The truth is I was so unhappy for many years and years before this occurred… a long time ago I decided to consciously focus on the good it was my only way of getting through those very lean years.

      Thank you so much for the positive feedback as always.

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  2. Car sex! I always assumed it was uncomfortable but you make it sound like it’s the most natural thing in the world. Perhaps I don’t understand this because the only time I had ever done it in the backseat of a car was in a Tercel, not an SUV. Much less space in the Tercel…😉

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    1. Hailey me and car sex was natural. Our sex was so easy. I couldn’t believe how easy it was for us. Our bodies fit together like someone engineered us that way. Our kiss made her wet and me hard and I could be inside her in seconds flat. I wish I could explain it but I just say that our Physiology was just such a way. We even made a smell together that was intoxicating. As if our pheromones were uniquely coded to each other.

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