Broken is a story that is best read Chronologically to start from the beginning – Prologue
In early Covid time it was a different dating scene… more phone calls, texts and facetiming. Everyone wanted to be sure of something (I don’t know really what) before they met someone. Oh yes if the person was worth it. Which is also a determination necessary in person. Not that I didn’t understand everyone’s caution on risking a serious illness to meed someone they never met. Haha!
I was still stinging from Hailey but sitting still wasn’t doing me any favors. But what was I ready for. Is my heart in a safe spot? I guess it probably isn’t but there was nothing I could do. But trust me when I slowed down or started having time to think, it was all Hailey all the time. I just missed her, her presence, her smile, everything. But I had to move on as best as I could.
So I swiped what seemed like endlessly and then I had a nice match. Tammy. She was sweet and friendly and funny. We spoke for about 2 weeks before meeting and went for the pandemic date walk. Super common these days.
We had a few dates here and there but really had trouble progressing it. She had alot of kids let’s just say. So I was wondering where it was going. It felt like it was dying out. Then suddenly she asked if she could come see me on a Sunday night. I said sure.
She came over wearing a black dress. I thought she was just dressed up from the day. After all our plans were so late. I could tell she was a little tired. So I rubbed her shoulders and she was so grateful. She without warning stood up and just grabbed me and kissed me. We hadn’t done much more than sweet kissing to this point. But there was more here this time.
She whispered “I dressed for you”. And she wasn’t talking about her dress dress. She had black bra, panties and thigh high stalkings. Giddy up!! That got me going almost instantly and I was suddenly in a man handling mood. As soon as that dress hit the floor I hoisted her up. She was super lean and light and what could only look like a wrestling move she hit my bed.
As I started to hastily remove my clothes she grabbed my cock and took it in her mouth. I could tell she probably was a little out of her comfort zone here because she tired quickly. No matter I got on top and returned the favor. Gave her a few kisses of my own on her clit made sure she was nice and wet. Then shoved myself in. I seriously relentlessly fucked her for… I don’t know, felt like forever. Just had it that night and I had to give her breaks. She was quiet and not super responsive so all this made me do was fuck harder. I was waiting for something, anything.
Finally I tired and found my spot and came. We were both sweaty messes. She left almost immediately after to get home to her literal tribe.
So I was left wondering… what the hell is our relationship. It was super sweet and innocent and it went to primal. I was soooo confused…