Broken is a story that is best read Chronologically to start from the beginning – Prologue
So as I head into Day 4 I am relieved. The weekends are usually the hardest. But I had plenty to do and had a restful and productive weekend. Had an event for the first time in 14 months. It was for one of the kids outdoors on a absolutely stunning day. It was perfect.
All this being said Hailey is parking as close and as prominently as she once did. I haven’t drove past or walked past in days. But when i pull out of the lot at my building I have to look to see oncoming traffic. Trying to turn a blind eye but she is the devil.
I am not getting a hit off it so I don’t think I need to reset. I am still trying to actively avoid it so that is a good thing. Since February we had not gone more than probably 5 days without seeing each other in person.
I surprisingly am not feeling withdrawals on a big scale. Just resisting the urge to drive or walk by is the only time I really feel it.
This week is going to be uber busy thankfully and not so thankfully. Last week of school and I am providing coverage for someone out on vacation. But it comes at an opportune time regarding this experiment.
I wish there was something exciting and sexy to report. But alas there isn’t. As I needed a little recharge time just me and the dog mostly.