Broken – Settling Back In

In the following days after Christmas we started to settle back into wanting to be with each other. Hailey would tell me she was still having a rough time with everything. Never really clarifying what it was but I just was settling into the idea of seeing her but also other people.

Broken is a story that is best read Chronologically to start from the beginning – Prologue

In the following days after Christmas we started to settle back into wanting to be with each other. Hailey would tell me she was still having a rough time with everything. Never really clarifying what it was but I just was settling into the idea of seeing her but also other people. Part of me was curious and probably why I tolerated so much of what Hailey had done. But would have never risked our relationship like she did to satisfy that curiosity.

Almost 20 years of terrible monogamy made me question it. And I spent so much time thinking I never wanted it again. It was Hailey who introduced it. She would say to me all the time she didn’t want to share me and asked me to tell her that I didn’t want to share her either. I said it and meant it. I didn’t, I just wanted to be with her. But because I couldn’t be with just her, not my choice, it was going to be possible to date. I wasn’t quite ready yet so I focused on my relationship with Hailey. Even in a non-monogamous relationship you have to take care of it.

We started talking throughout the day again. We went out a few times had sex on the days we saw each other. Still it wasn’t exactly the same but at least it was a little less dramatic. And I could see her.

It was time for my birthday. She had the kids later that day but had asked to take me for a drink. I also had an event for my oldest that evening so it kind of worked out. We made plans from 2-6. Of course she showed up at 3. It became such a tight window of time to go out. Especially if sex was a part of it. So I offered to cook her some lunch. And did. We had a drink there. She brought me a wine opener for my birthday. I don’t drink wine but ok.

After lunch/dinner I grabbed her and forced her onto the bed. I hung her head off it and buried my cock in her mouth I looked down and just loved what I saw so much I buried my head in her clit. I could hear her moan. She loved it! Because of all the quick sex it was nice to explore a little. And this was the first time in my apartment and I was giddy. I wrapped my arms underneath her body and pulled her in and hugged her. This brought us deeper into each other. I hope she can breathe I thought as barely I could. Still moaning… I took her to the brink and withheld. I wanted her to cum while I was inside her. Plus hard to get there with a mouth just full of cock.

I peeled myself off her went to the other side of the bed and grabbed her knees and pulled her towards me. I love manhandling. I pushed inside her. I was physical today. I had my legs on the floor and would shove my whole weight on top of her with each thrust and then occasionally stood up and watched the beauty. Her tits, eyes, ridiculously sexy stomach and my cock inside her. She loved to watch too. She would perch up so she could see me slide in and out of her. When we were ready I really gave it to her. Hard fast relentless thrust until I heard her say she was cumming. On her way down from that it was my turn I managed to hold off just long enough. I then pulled out and painted her with cum. It went everywhere. I was determined to have a good day. A little birthday treat for me I got to see my work. 🙂

It was time to say good bye. I walked her out and I went to my event. While there we texted. I had realized something. I made cookies. I told her I should have sent some home for you and the kids. But I was giddy I had my first good day in a long time. She said why do you want to do that? I said I wanted to share my happiness… I told her I will bring them by. And she said ok. I said I will drop them in your mailbox so the kids wouldn’t see. I called it Operation Cookie Drop. She said she would come out really quick instead. I snuck over in her neighborhood parked where you couldn’t see me from the house walked up and met her outside for a quick kiss and hand off. It was just how I like my days… Spicy and Sweet. I hope there are more of these to come…

Author: Matt

Hi, I’m Matt. Just your average uneventful guy. Dedicated Dad, emapth, and nurturer. Going through something I couldn’t possible ever thought possible. My story is called Broken. About an affair at the end of a long marriage and how ultimately I experienced the worst heartbreak of my life. It's honest, raw, and a little bit entertaining. I hope to share my story so people can learn while being therapeutic for myself.

14 thoughts on “Broken – Settling Back In”

  1. How much you want and desire her from a both a primal and other times gentle and loving perspective is a beautiful thing – which I hope you are able to give and get equally from any woman you decide to invest in. (But I’m kinda curious and expecting drama for what might happen next when the proverbial other shoe may drop, if I’m being totally honest… 😳 )

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